Blowing the Whistle, Chpt. 6: The Forgotten Key to Freedom (Loosh 102)

This is the sixth chapter in an online book, “Blowing the Whistle on Enlightenment: Confessions of a New Age Heretic,” by Bronte Baxter.

Let’s talk more about loosh. If you haven’t read “Loosh 101: Tracking the Crack in the Universe,” that’s the foundation for what we’ll talk about here, so check that out before you continue. This is “Loosh 102.”

The concept of loosh, in my opinion, holds a major clue to human freedom. What is loosh, as it was described to Robert Monroe? It is a kind of energy that animals and humans generate in situations that involve two things: an intense desire plus a negative emotion. In the last article I equated loosh with “life force,” but when loosh arises in the harvestable form, it is laced with some form of negativity: fear (in the example of a mother defending her young), sadness or hopelessness (in the example of a lonely person), fear again (in the example of prey/predator combat). So how do we explain this? Life energy isn’t negative, so what really is loosh?

It seems to me loosh is a strong inrush of vital energy caused by a strong desire in the individual experiencing it. It’s that adrenaline surge you feel in a fight-or-flight situation. But it’s more than a chemical, because we are told loosh is also generated in a situation like a lonely person pining, where no adrenaline is involved. In both cases, there is a common element: a strong emotional desire. Negativity seems to be what makes the harvesting possible, but it is not the loosh. It’s something that sometimes laces loosh, and its presence is necessary for access to the substance by interdimensional energy-eaters. Negativity is not the essential emotion but an overlay emotion, and when it is present, it creates a drain on the inrush of vital energy.

Let me explain more concretely. Whenever we have a strong desire without tangential feelings of fear, sadness, remorse, etc., what do we experience? A surge of life, a re-charge. We say “I’m pumped” or “I’m psyched.” We feel power. But when we have a strong desire accompanied by the negative emotions, that’s another story. Then our strong desire seems to churn inside us, causing anguish. In the first case, our life energy is infused into us from somewhere. In the second case, it’s being infused and at the same time being drained away. Hence no re-charge.

Negative emotions come from an attitude, a decision that has been struck by a very deep part of us, the subconscious mind. The subconscious decision behind a negative emotion like fear or sadness is something like “This won’t work,” “I can never have it,” “I’m sure to fail.” Self-messages from the deep influence what happens to us in outer, material reality. If we’re engaged in combat, a self-defeating attitude determines that we lose. If we’re trying to create something nice, this attitude jinxes us. If we have a fabulous dream, a negative subconscious decision ordains that the dream remains a wish and never becomes reality.

Negative self-talk, which results from self-doubt on the subconscious level, also opens the door to being harvested. When the subconscious has decided that we can’t get what we want, that we will fail, that fundamental ruling relinquishes the reins that control our destiny, in spite of the positive thoughts we may be consciously thinking. Self-doubt puts the outcome of any endeavor on the cosmic “freebie shelf,” where anyone who wants can come and take it over. That’s the reason behind the expression, “Victory belongs to the most committed.” The individual with the least negative self-talk about a competitive outcome wins, because that is the person with the fewest internal obstructions to manifesting their desire.

Negative self-talk makes it possible to be defeated by an opponent with a more user-friendly subconscious. It also opens the door for trawling psychic entities, like “the gods” or Monroe’s “light being,” to lap up the influx of energy that our strong desire has instigated. No such in-road exists when a strong desire is accompanied by a determined intention. The energy drain only happens when negative self-talk contaminates the process of strongly desiring something. Then the tears come, or the sadness, or the fear or the outrage, and that self-undermining mindset that shouts “I can’t do this!” shoots a hole in our manifestation, letting the wonderful energy drain away to benefit those who know how to cart it away and make use of it. Did they steal it, these loosh harvesters? Actually, they didn’t. We gave them permission subconsciously. We said “I can’t handle this,” so somebody else decided. That’s what happens when you put your life or desires on the freebie shelf of the universe.

To put this in a nutshell:

·Strong desire + authoritative intent = influx of life energy stored (spiritual empowerment)

·Strong desire + self-defeating attitude = influx of life energy siphoned (spiritual harvesting)

What’s emerging from this picture is that intent is everything. Intent is the reverse side of permission. Holding a determined intention is the key to both success in a given situation and to personal empowerment from that situation, while having a weak intent (a desire polluted by self-doubt) is tantamount to permission for someone else to step in.This spills the life energy and places the key to a situation’s outcome into the hands of something outside ourselves.

Let’s look at this from another angle. What is that inrush of energy you feel when you have a powerful desire, the kind that’s uncorrupted with negative mind chatter? When you get that flush of inspiration, that idea of something wonderful you could be or do or create or experience, how do you feel? You are flooded with energy and joy. If it happens in the middle of the night, you are up for hours. There’s power in a dream, in a desire. Because dreaming and desiring are – what? – they’re attached to something. They’re like a pipeline, bringing in an unbounded rush of energy. Where does that come from? What is it that such great thoughts tap into? Whatever it is, it seems to be the font of the life force itself. The energy that rushes in from that place is strong enough to empower people to lift cars that have fallen on the body of a loved one. It’s strong enough to give the victory in battle to the physically weaker party.

Quantum physics has revealed that matter is not solid. It’s made up of atoms, which are not particles and waves as we once believed, but waves only. Matter is nothing but vibration: waves in some unseen medium. We could call that unseen “nothingness,” or we could call it “consciousness,” or “energy.” I suggest that consciousness and energy are better names for the material emptiness at the core of physical life, because how can “nothing” manifest as matter and all the varied activity of this world? Surely it’s more reasonable to assume that the energy we see around us comes from a source of energy, rather than from zip. Our experience suggests that we ourselves are linked to a source that is a font of energy, something outside physical matter, something on which matter is predicated.

When we desire something, or dream of something that instills a desire, that need reaches into the deepest part of ourselves, a realm that is a powerhouse of energy and consciousness. Unless we obstruct the natural process by throwing up self-doubt, the Infinite, this powerhouse, responds to our desire like a reservoir responds to an opening pipeline: it rushes in to fill it. That’s why energy suffuses us in our inspired moments and in our crisis moments. We are becoming more powerful, more filled with life, at those times. We are garnering spiritual power. In those moments we are fulfilling the intention of the life force to create and to manifest, and to become a unique embodiment of itself: an empowered creator, making manifest more creation, more expressions of life.

Powerful, authoritative desire is the key to personal empowerment, spiritual empowerment. That’s why those who feed off human life created religious teachings that tell us desire is bad. If we believe it’s bad to want things, our desires will never be powerful, never full of confident intent. They will be wimpy and ridden with self-doubt: just the thing the psychic trawlers like, because then our pipeline to the Infinite has holes in it, making any incoming energy harvestable.

So passion, or what I’ve been calling “authoritative intent,” brings in spiritual power. Self-doubt brings in the harvesters. Loosh is the power of the Source, the power of life. When we access it through desire, it infuses us, unless we let it be drained off by doubting ourselves, by shooting holes in our pipeline.

Intent and permission are reverse sides of will, and will is one of the faculties of personhood. We can give it away through permission, letting our energy be siphoned and our souls assimilated into oneness with the harvesters. Or we can build our will and grow in personal empowerment. We are told that being spiritual means surrendering our ego (our desires and our self-hood). But true spiritual empowerment will never be achieved by bending before the gods in self-abnegation. Spiritual empowerment means living the power of the Infinite as unique expressions of the Infinite, which is what our spirits were long before the gods got hold of us. Long before the creation of this physical universe took place.

Freedom means taking back control of ourselves through will, taking back control of our spirits. It means exercising will to think the thoughts we desire, not the thoughts the trawlers want us to think.

And freedom means much more. It means, through intent, hooking up our bodies to run on the intelligence, love and energy of the Infinite, rather than on the limited grid of DNA. DNA was created by (or at least is currently controlled by) the gods, our harvesters. It is programmed with our decay and death. We can overcome the program by establishing ourselves in our nature as one with our spiritual Source. When we ordain, from our authority as sons and daughters of the Infinite, then the power behind our wishes brings them to fruit, whatever our declaration might be. We can ordain a parking place, or we can ordain a healing, or immortality. We can ordain personal freedom from harassment by purveyors of the global agenda. We can also work together with other awakening creators, and ordain freedom for mankind. Working on behalf of all material creation, we can ordain freedom and happiness for all beings in the physical universe. We can establish material life on a new level, where death, lack and suffering are never part of the picture again. We can claim our own divinity, and oust the regime that controls this dimension. And if we choose to ordain that, we must do it in love and compassion for the trawlers, not in revenge and hate, because a made-new world is no place for negative things.

The harvesters are hungry, like everybody else. The gods are no worse than we are when we eat chicken or beef, or when we set up pens on a farm. They eat our energy because they know no other way to live. Our life force sustains them, while they make us their minions. But just as we don’t need meat to live, just as we can rewire ourselves to live off the power of the Infinite within us, so, too, can these gods. What better way to help them learn to tap their internal spiritual resources than by removing their external food source, rendering ourselves unavailable? When humankind takes back its power and its home in the universe, the psychic vampires will have empty nets from their trawling and will have to look to the same Source we’re being forced to look to for ongoing life.

This learning process, for both mankind and gods, won’t be easy and may not always be pretty. But it’s the door to everyone’s freedom, the door to a new life. We can no longer afford to let paradise remain a metaphysical concept. We have to make it reality. Because it’s the only alternative, at this time in history, to assimilation. Our enemies wish not only to harvest our energy but to assimilate our consciousness, our individual souls. That is their plan with their New World Order, where all will be microchipped servants of global government. That is their plan with a universal religion, where all will surrender their egos and amalgamate into Oneness consciousness: the impersonal consciousness of “enlightenment” – stripped of desires, originality, joy, passion, and the power to choose.

We either let them accomplish this by doing nothing, or we take action now. We pick up the forgotten key to freedom, call it whatever you will: choice, personal will, authoritative intent, impassioned and confident desire. We elect to become the children of the Infinite that we forgot how to be. We take back our birthright as sons and daughters of the original, loving, joyous divine intention.

How will that happen? The Infinite will show the way. Once we hook up our pipeline of desire and shore up the holes of self-doubt – in other words, once we take back our power – Original Consciousness can pump its life into our flagging bodies and spirits once more. With that will come inspiration and ideas. Connections will get made. When that starts happening to enough of us, how can the New World Order do anything but fail?

Bronte Baxter

© Bronte Baxter 2008

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  1. PeteO said,

    February 24, 2009 at 1:42 am

    ThanQ so much Bronte,

    You have enlightened many dark shadow soul sores that have long ravaged as suffering within me.
    I am so greatfull to you for contributing this overstanding, and the dedication courage wisdom and compassion you have manifest within this website.
    My best wishes,
    With Deep Gratitude

  2. Sara said,

    May 2, 2009 at 12:48 am

    Thank you Bronte! Thank you so much! You point a finger at the core of my heart. I feel like I could cry! I will not worship you although I am very grateful. Especially for the last passage. We don’t need an enemy! We’re all in this together. I could run a million miles but I am going to continue drumming for a while. First love for myself and then compassion for the gods. So much in my life and what I have been through makes more and more sense now. Thank you for keying and for being a fountain of truth.



  3. weatheredtome said,

    May 12, 2009 at 5:41 am

    i just thought of something in herbology herbs create an enviroment for wich the body can heal and each herb creates certain enviroments for healing.

    is the healing process caused frome us ingesting the life force from the plants. . . . . .And the loosh expelled from the plant try’s opening the blockages allowing for normal circulation. . . .

    or something like that

    kind of a random thought,

    i was just reading something about medicinal herbs the other day,

    and saw a kinda trend in this article that kinda related to what they were saying in the book. . . .

  4. Tim K said,

    November 5, 2009 at 8:30 am

    The depth and scope of the subliminal manipulation boggles the mind. If ya step back and just look at it…. it’s RIDICULOUS, like SPOILED BRATS…man, it’s pathetic what “They” are doing. But, I Know, they don’t really know, otherwise they wouldn’t be doing it. AS BELOW-SO ABOVE, right?? Yeah.
    The Cure is in progress, from Below, from Within, and from Above. IT WILL BE DONE.

  5. Rawgod said,

    November 24, 2009 at 6:05 pm

    I couldn’t stop reading your blog, this is amazing stuff. It puts all my thoughts into a coherent whole and much much more.
    Thanks Bronte

  6. Tim K said,

    December 17, 2009 at 11:34 pm

    There is another aspect of “loosh” they exploit… I’m thinking that our Creative potential in these bodies has been specifically “rewired” to be directed in a way that reinforces the physical limitations of creating. I am speaking of sexual activity… the orgasm, and what is emitted… basically sex without love may set up the condition where that energy is used by other enities(thoughtforms, that are projected by “Them/It”)) that are possessing/controlling the couple involved. Masterbation… is another questionable activity. I know how this sounds, but “lust” and objectification/sexualization is hardly conducive to creating a world/reality of a “higher” spiritual nature, right?
    Think about so-called sex-magic… and then think about all the detached from love orgasms that are happening in this reality every day… then think about subliminal symbology- subconsciously embedded associations projected by the media, and etherically by what/whoever….
    At best all this is a misdirection of creative energy and a focus/identity on the body at the expense of the spiritual, at worse it’s a specific program designed to capture our strongest creative energy and use it to enslave Us.

    • Mike said,

      May 3, 2010 at 1:45 pm

      Just by being aware of the process allows us the opportunity to succeed!

  7. Mike said,

    May 4, 2010 at 2:37 am

    Along with our daily experince with suffering and inspiration we must also become conciously aware of ourselves during the dreamstate.

    The Dreamstate will allow us to experience many more conciously uncontrolled instances in a shorter period of (time) than we could experience in the waking state.

    Could the dreamstate be the perfect vehicle to create and induce the desired situations needed for those who use and harvest Loosh?

  8. Jamil said,

    May 6, 2010 at 4:42 pm

    So my question now is. What kinds of meditation practices are fruitful, in that they don’t mire us in the further energy harvest game? Are kundalini cultivating practices safe?

    REPLY FROM BRONTE: I haven’t decided yet what to make of kundalini practices – there is clearly a lot of energy involved, but are we being consumed by something, or is it our own energy rising in the body? I know people with severe kunalini who describe it as burning alive, their self-identity being pulverized by an outside force, which they think must be God. This makes me very suspicious.

    I meditate almost daily and find it a useful centering process, a place of answers and inspiration. I don’t use a mantra or any specific technique. I simply reign in my awareness and focus it on itself. I have a friend who never studied any formal meditation who has naturally taught herself to do the same thing (without ever talking to anyone about it, including me).

    I believe “coming back to home base” is a natural ability all of us have, if we but take the time to sit down, close our eyes, and do it.
    In fact, it’s such a powerful process that the dark entities running the world must ensure that it’s somehow railroaded, that they themselves garner the energy and power the practice would normally give to the practitioner.

    There was a time when I quit meditating, in disgust over the lies I had been taught. Now I realize I was only cutting myself off from my own power source, throwing the baby out with the bathwater. It’s important not to stop spiritual pursuits just because self-serving entities try to step between ourselves and our mastery of life. Such defection plays right into their plan.


  9. Question said,

    September 3, 2010 at 1:27 am

    I’m not sure what to make of loosh. Are you saying it’s an electrochemical event? At one point you compared it to adrenaline. Adrenaline, serotonin, norepinephrine, dopamine, GABA etc are all neurotransmitters produced by the thalamus and adrenal cortex for a variety of functions, not just fight or flight. They influence mood, sleep and thought. So are you saying that these subtle beings are so subtle that they are microscopic, that they are in our synaptic clefts stealing our neurotransmitters? How are they utilizing those chemicals? Do they have recptors in their subtle bodies (the bodies which are somehow small enough to fit in our clefts?)
    Why don’t they just rob a pharmacy? They could get all the synthetic neurotransmitters they could ever wish for.
    It’s true that there are unseen forces. Quantum physics has established that. But to assign these forces motives and blame them for our own maladaptive behaviours and failed coping mechanisms seems a little far fetched. To place oneself in the center of some cosmic battle seems a bit delusional and grandiose. Perhaps we are simply this gigantic wave you described not some individual entity drowning in it. Perhaps we don’t need to fight for peace, freedom or utopia. Perhaps we are delusional to think that we should be free from suffering and only experience endless pleasure. It sounds like the same belief that these loosh-eaters promote. You say they steal the loosh from us to be happy. We turn around and steal the loosh from plants who have a desire to live and grow just like us. But we justify it by saying their level of consciousness is too primitive for it to matter. Maybe the gods think of us a stupid plants too. Maybe that’s why Kali ate only fruits, then switched to dry leaves and finally only water. Maybe the only way to free oneself from the cycle of stealing loosh and being robbed of loosh is to stop being a hypocrite and perform penance. Maybe that’s why Jesus repeatedly said to fast and pray.

    • brontebaxter said,

      September 3, 2010 at 5:16 am

      The goddess Kali ate only fruits then leaves then water? I guess you’re not counting the buckets of blood she loved to consume. She was ravenous for blood, and that’s why she’s depicted in Indian art with a bloody tongue hanging out and garlanded with a necklace of blood-dripping skulls.

      That’s a thoughtful question about HOW the loosh energy is consumed, and one I also contemplate. I believe it’s hard to determine because we’re dealing with entities more sophisticated than us on the food chain – the same way it would be hard for a sheep to figure out what happens to its fleece after it’s shorn, and why its family members keep disappearing. It doesn’t see the axe, the stew pot, and the dinner table.

      Robert Morning Sky wrote an interesting white paper about mitochondria and their possible role in all this. I don’t recall the details, but mitochondria are different from other elements in the cell – “independents” or something – and play a major role in metabolism. Could it be through these that the energy is transferred to the gods? But even though some physical substance that acts as a portal or gatekeeper is probably involved, part of the energy transfer must take place on an astral or ethereal level, since the energy will be consumed in an ethereal form.

      Just as ice can transmute into water and then into vapor, energy can shift from physical form to etheric form and back again. We know our emotional energy can transmute into physical energy, as when we get a burst of adrenaline due to extreme fear. It also can reverse and go the other way, as in cases of physical healing following emotional prayer or emotional focused visualization. Somehow, I expect, ethereal beings siphon off human emotional energy and retain it in their own emotional grid. Perhaps it’s not that different from what we do to one another when we encounter strong emotions in someone we love, hate, or otherwise are emotionally connected to. We seem to absorb the person’s emotion, while the other person’s intensity seems to diminish.

      The articles in this blog series give evidence from a variety of perspectives supporting the theory that we are being siphoned energetically. Try reading “Making a Soul” by Bennet, a student of Gurdjieff, for another interesting take on this.

      I do agree with you that it’s hypocritical to be outraged at being siphoned when we ourselves siphon others, which is what we do when we kill something and eat it. You’re right, the plants have a desire to live, just as we do. Eating seems to be the essential weakness and the essential flaw in the universe. Everything wears down, nothing can sustain itself on its own intrinsic energy forever, so everything takes the life of others in order to continue living.

      Surely it need not be like this, for there to be life. Surely, if all life springs from an infinite, undying energetic source, it should be possible for the expressions of that energy field to sustain themselves with the infinite energy that is their own essential nature. I think the problem must be that we get so focused on outward things that we forget who we are, forget how to self-sustain. This problem is universal throughout known creation: even suns flame and die out, unable to sustain themselves forever. Why is that? If we all are made of eternal, infinite energy, why don’t we manifest eternity and infinity?

      Doesn’t make sense that we don’t, unless we’ve gotten so absorbed in the process of creation and living with what we’ve created that we’ve forgotten ourselves. Then the solution would be to reconnect with our essential nature and reconstruct the way we habitually live. Since we each are cells in the universe, when the cells start getting this, the universe itself can conceivably change from a dying entity that literally eats itself to a being that can sustain itself on infinite energy forever. In other words, our minds, being part of the universe, influence the way the universe thinks.


      • Trish House said,

        August 31, 2011 at 12:49 am

        You are confusing the physical universe with the universe of the spirit which is exterior to the physical.

        I believe that it is in the non material universe of thought that all physical manifestations are created. As they become agreed upon by us at that level they become more real. It is our habit of making them manifest automatically that creates confusion. We forget we have manifested them and then we become the effect of them.

        “You are a spirit, then
        a god,
        full capable
        of making space
        and energy and time
        and all things well.
        And there you crouch, forgotten
        to yourself and hidden from
        the eyes of all
        pretending there to be
        a beast
        that walks and eats and dies.” L. Ron Hubbard

      • Steven Stewart said,

        August 16, 2015 at 4:02 am

        Hi Bronte,
        If Our Infinite Creator meant us to live off It’s own energy instead of eating other Earthly life forms, how come we have stomachs to digest life forms and teeth to devour?
        Could it be that these creator/harvesters messed with our D.N.A. to devolve us into flesh devourers for the express purpose of harvesting out negative energies?

      • brontebaxter said,

        August 18, 2015 at 11:21 am

        That’s an excellent question, Steve!

      • Luke said,

        May 24, 2016 at 12:02 pm

        Bronte: If I remember rightly, mitochondria were Johnnies-Come-Lately on the cell evolutionary scene. Something like an outside virus that attached itself to living cells and transformed them into energy dynamos. The relationship between the mitochondria and the nucleus is considered to be a kind of symbiosis.

    • russ detko said,

      May 2, 2012 at 6:42 pm

      Consider the feeding of energy that takes place when people watch dog fights, or cage fighting, boxing ect, war, there is a subtle loosh process going on. This same energy harvest occurs with 4d entities,they feed off of human misery, fear & suffering, pain. That is why this earth is hell. There is hope, but we have been fucked over since birth, its really hard to align our will to succeed, especially when the 4d harvesters of sorrow are working day and night, invisible and coordinating with nwo occultists to make the world hell for us.

  10. Me said,

    November 9, 2010 at 3:48 am

    Hi, ive read Loosh 101 and on my way to read loosh 102, just want to tell u how i feel, is like ur words are mine, u speak things i think of, i embrace ur ideeas and theories and feel them as mine, they are right and fair i cant describe it into words as they come from withtin me, i what i belive is right even if i have read it just a few minutes ago, makes me think at a random post some1 made on my youtube page “Every day we slaughter our finest impulses. That is why we get a heart-ache when we read those lines written by the hand of a master and recognize them as our own, as the tender shoots which we stifled because we lacked the faith to believe in our own powers, our own criterion of truth and beauty. “

  11. Nominus said,

    May 12, 2011 at 4:02 am

    Wow. An existence-changing article masterfully articulated. Bravo.

  12. Brendon said,

    May 12, 2011 at 11:37 am

    Hi, I believe loosh is the same entity/thing that Eckhart Tolle refers to as the ‘pain body’. Its continually seeking out drama and ‘falling in love’ relationships.

    • brontebaxter said,

      May 12, 2011 at 7:39 pm

      Hmm. Sounds like you’re thinking, but I don’t agree with your conclusion. Loosh is energy, either positive or negative. Monroe distinctly states in his book that worship is a form of loosh, one of the more prized forms. So is the love of a mother for her children, he says. Neither of these would equate with Tolle’s “the pain body,” which Tolle describes as a negative entity (or trapped, congealed consciousness) within each individual that struggles to have a life of its own as a separate entity. Tolle’s idea of a pain body is wholly negative, whereas the “loosh” concept includes both positive (loving) and negative (hating).

      In my opinion, Tolle is inventing something that doesn’t exist, suggesting we imagine the more tender, vulnerable aspects of our psyche as a living, negative entity in its own right that must be dissolved. He even suggests giving it a name, like “Bob” or something, as if it were a person. This way of looking at the hurting part of ourselves, seeing it as an “entity” and something that has a craving to “feed,” something that creates drama and negativity – that only makes us want to “cut off” this part of ourselves and destroy it, be free of it. It’s the same as religion telling us we have an “ego” that is negative, selfish, and arrogant by nature and must be destroyed or “transcended.”

      All of these approaches to the self cause a person to think of him/herself in terms of compartments, instead of regarding and embracing oneself as a whole. When we act negative, it’s because our psyche is hurting over something. We need to understand what is hurting and heal the attitude or belief behind the hurt, and that dissolves the negative feelings. But Tolle would have us “observe” the negativity, disdainfully seeing it as the “drama” created by an irrational child living within us, who needs to be dissolved and destroyed.

      This judgmental attitude toward one’s own pain can only create more of it, or worse, compartmentalize part of ourselves. When we do that, we move away from personal wholeness. Tolle would have us live so: with part of us coldly observing and part of us acting, separate and unowned by the observing “superior” part of ourselves. To me, this is a dissociative state not unlike that experienced by sociopaths.

      Religion calls it “enlightenment.” I call it a breakdown of one’s personhood, a destruction of personal integrity and personal identity, an abdication of one’s selfhood by the soul. My other articles in the “Blowing the Whistle” series go more deeply into this.


  13. mike said,

    September 1, 2011 at 2:15 pm

    I’ve recently just started looking into this. For sometime now I’ve been obsessing over truth. Truth is all that matters to me, for once we know the truth, we know how to live. As I am somewhat cynical, I am unsure as what to think of all of this. All I know is that it feels like something keeps pushing me to keep exploring, and I feel like I’m getting closer to my goal. Truth.

    Henry Ford said, “whether you believe you can or can’t, you’re probably right”. This just reinforces all of that. There is power in belief, and self-doubt certainly robs us of that power. Believing in this knowledge will only lead to a better future for me. Hearing someone quote something and then hearing the sort-of science behind the quote is what it takes for me to be a believer. I have to rationalize.

    I’ve read articles where those who say the culprits behind the loosh stealing is Satan and all of his demons. I used to see dark entities as a child. They would watch me and I called them ‘hordaks’ after the villain in the he-man cartoon. I know other things exist. More advanced beings. I’ve experienced sleep-paralysis where I was surrounded by shadows. When I was a child my mothers mini-van was picked up by a bright light while we were driving. These memories I have. I will keep searching and listening to my heart to try and decipher what feels to be right. Hopefully i will find what I am looking for.

  14. some guy from somewere said,

    October 25, 2011 at 8:05 am

    I have also read the works of Robert Monroe. I thought about all this quite a bit when I was in my early twenties. If the “refined form of loosh” can be called love, and there are those that harvest it, is it really a problem? Whether we humans “produce” or “harvest” love…Both feel good. The one who gives love feels not a sense of being drained but there is an abundant “energy” there as well. Perhaps refined loosh production is indeed the same way? What would a person do with love they could not express? Store it in a jar for another time? Both the giving and receiving of hate, feels awful….At least that is what I perceive to be true for (almost?) all humans. One learns not to hate because of the consequences. It can take a while to learn from our own mistakes or negative actions. I have never seen a person filled with hate and anger that is fulfilled or successful in any meaningful way. Yes, they can gain power….But the plan never works out and they eventually fail and/or are killed by the people who were formerly repressed. With love, It seems we have the opposite: there is infinite growth, opportunity and an increase in the ability to use ones will to “succeed”. But then the question comes: If I did not receive a negative feeling from my own negative actions, How would I learn? I don’t really enjoy a fire being lit under my ass until I learn, But you have to admit its very effective! I avoid pain and seek pleasure and do believe that every human on this earth is like this.

    • brontebaxter said,

      October 25, 2011 at 12:10 pm

      I’m afraid you are missing the point here. Loosh is not love, but love combined with angst and suffering. The example Monroe gives in his book is a mother bird fighting to her death in an effort to protect her young. The love intensifies the suffering, and the intense suffering feeds the ehteric vampires. As far as your comment goes that we need negative feelings to turn us around when we take a wrong direction, again that’s missing the point: that vampiric entities instigate and generate suffering in humans and animals so as to feed off of the negative energy of suffering.

  15. some guy from somewere said,

    October 26, 2011 at 11:05 am

    Your interpretation of Robert Monroe’s experience sounds a little funny to me. Have you actually read all 3 books? In this particular encounter Monroe was given information from a being who was something like an inter-dimensional tour guide. This was not a high level entity and certainly not an actual graduate of the Human Space/Time Illusion.

    This entity gave Monroe information about what its alien “culture” knew about earth. Of course the interpretation that the entity gave was distorted by its own experience, culture, myths…This is evidenced by the “first timer” into the earth system thinking it is going to be no big deal. They all think they will get one lifetime full of it, and then leave. I believe it was in the 2nd book, called “Far Journeys”. It is a story of a naive energy form entering the earth system for the first time and finding out that it is Addiction + Amnesia.

    One can see this to be true with an example of common human thinking: So lets say you really love someone. You might think to yourself, “I want to stay with this person forever”. What if an emotional habit energy held you to that desire? You might feel an urgent need to return to this loved one at any cost. And so we do. We come back and back again for reasons real or imagined because we just can’t let go. We get caught up in the human drama and die with unfinished business every time around. That “unfinished business” is what I personally interpret as karma. The human experience sticks to us like glue and keeps us in “low orbit”. We are unable to as Monroe puts it “reach escape velocity”. So perhaps spiritual seekers are those who have had enough of it all and are done with the amusement park, but finding it hard to leave because they are just not done yet?

    In the book, the naive energy form called “BB” goes through a similar scenario. So Impressed by the energy and radiations of a “graduate” of this system, the lifeform wanted nothing but to gain this “graduate” status. After the beings first incarnation and death, Robert and this entity’s friend try to “snap him out of it”. The being does not remember who it was before it came to earth and believes itself to be a male human warrior who had just died in battle(not aware that he had died). The strongest desire for this human was to get back into the battle and kill more Romans, or something like that. But of course when “he” tried to pick up the sword that lay on the ground, “his” hand passed right through it in bewilderment.

  16. Gee Sangha said,

    February 5, 2012 at 10:24 pm

    Mr Baxter,
    This clarity on the Loosh energy is useful as (i don’t mean to move to another topic but the Don Juan Matus said the universe is a predatory universe and we have been taken hostage. He specifically mentions an foreign entity that has taken over our minds) i wished to know under which conditions we Humans can take back control.
    I applaude your effort and work and would ask if you have ever read
    the ideas and actions that Don Jaun Matus and your thoughts on his methods for dealer with the “Flyer mind”.

    Thank you
    Gee Sangha

    • brontebaxter said,

      February 6, 2012 at 2:05 am


      Keep reading. The topic you ask about is covered in the “Blowing the Whistle on Enlightenment” article series, posted on this site, of which this article you just read is just one part. Look in the left column for the names of the blog articles that are part of the series.


  17. Curt said,

    November 29, 2012 at 1:46 am

    May Beingness Bless You this day, Bronte!

    This is some of the purest and most delicious truth I have ever found, it is akin to the first time I read Far Journeys (in which I found some of the most reliable intel on the ‘why we are here, why suffering, etc. questions).

    Blowing out the bliss ninnies (for example the many who are making 6 figures+ selling this 5D New Age junk) is dear to the mind of an iconoclast like myself.

    Enlightenment is a painful, brutal business and is only for the strong and courageous. I tend to get ticked at the freedom peddlers who offer easy sounding solutions, but that is my cross to eliminate someday.

    What you have written is perfect for the Sedona Method I am practicing, as Lester said, we can’t get rid of the negativity unless we look at it.

    Thanks again, sister.

    Victory to the Light

    I AM

  18. brett smith said,

    January 6, 2013 at 3:49 am

    To beat the system it needs to be done at the macro level. Here we are at the micro level. To get to the macro level, you need to travel the vortex or in quantum physics a wormhole.Believe me it can be done,and its quite a ride.

  19. truthseeker said,

    July 21, 2013 at 3:25 am

    I think there is some truth in all those so called religion or new age crap, that’s make us attract to it in the first place ( we feel from within that there is something there, but it is so intricate with lies then at the end we been deceive and fall in the trap). I remember reading some books of Arnaud Desjardins; That he talks about the here and now, and that the past and the future are not reel but only the present ( if we put on the side the fact that we perceive the time as linear; or may be time is an illusion) it make sense. So starting from there if I observe myself with attention I can perceive my thought and see that negative one coming
    follow by that corresponding emotion. I cannot fight it because it make it stronger, but by just look at it as an neutral observer you do not get move by the emotion. But let say I help someone and I feel good about myself and CHOOSE to let that emotion empower me. And that’s the big word there CHOOSE. From my own experience I realize that not all my thought a really mine, I think those non biological being of are feeding on us (that how Don Juan in Carlos Castaneda writhing called them) try to influence us to like you said Bronte “make holes in the pipes” so they can have a feast. Know yourself is a key to freedom, I believe in that because knowledge is power.

    It’s like TM, I think you’re friend who changed the mantra for some word of her invention is on to something. Every time I tried to go back to it (not anymore) ; because I was missing that calming effect. I start back (for a week or two) by just sitting there eyes closed and quietly observe as neutral as possible everything was going on in my mind, it calm me down deeply and all the positive effects come back too ( focus concentration, ….) But every time I was getting back to that mantra all the positive get away.

    I read somewhere that the truth are hidden in plain site but mix with all the lies and entrapment to make sure we get confuse and deceived. I think we have to question and question everything, like when I was a kid and start to think for myself and question everything was around and perceive even the answers I received I questioned.

    I am responsible for my own growth, my health, and more I take my responsibilities for me ( spiritually, physically, …) and less I lean on something or someone more I’m getting my power back. That even go for the food ( I am not there yet ; but working to it) , if you are dependent on someone or something (groceries, ….) for feeding yourself they have power over you. More you are independent and self sufficient for everything ( to a certain extent; because we need the others and I think we are not design to live alone and a desert area) more you gain back power and reel freedom.

    Just as an example let say price of oil go to the roof in one day ( 300, 400 % raise or more) and it can happen trust me. Some peoples have so much power, influence and money that they can do it in snap of a finger. What’s is gonna happen to the deliveries to your groceries store ? And if the foodstuff and commodity finely get there what is gone be the price ? What about those peoples who can’t afford it ? You get a chance to be rob between the doors and your car.

    I don’t want to be alarmist, do not get in the fear mode but think about it. Get you’re freedom and power back.

    Thank you

    A truth seeker

    • brontebaxter said,

      July 21, 2013 at 4:16 am

      Some good points there, Truth Seeker. A couple of comments … we can exist in the company of others without being co-dependent on each other. What about a community of empowered individuals, together because they enjoy each other rather than because they need each other? As far as “observing negative thoughts and emotions” goes, that’s one of those popular dogmas I don’t ascribe to. In my experience, simply observing is a form of allowing. What actually works is to notice the undesirable thought or emotion, and order it away. This is quite different from refusing to notice it (a form of repression, that only exacerbates the negativity). You’ll find several articles on this blog where I explain techniques in detail for banishing destructive thoughts and emotions.


  20. DB said,

    June 21, 2015 at 8:39 pm

    Here’s a simple loosh *fix*. I often receive information upon awakening and this is it for this problem. Claim your loosh and specify that it is NOT to be stolen, that you will give it out consciously to only those you wish to give it to.

    Loosh is stolen during time of emotion (the greater the emotion, the more you become a beacon), which is why after you have an emotional response, you feel drained. Because, quite literally, you are. No one has mentioned the energy drain after sex, but it’s there.

    Since making this announcement aloud and forcibly, I am feeling MUCH more centered and strong. I intend to continue to make this statement loudly and forcibly until I completely vibrate at this frequency.

  21. destiny said,

    September 7, 2015 at 5:37 am

    Dear Bronte,

    Thank you so much for being bold enough to stand in your truth!

    I have been reading extensively about enlightenment, karma, etc. Something always seemed to be missing. It didn’t make sense to me that we, as perfect/infinite/loving beings, should have to forget anything and come back to this Earth to “right wrongs”. At the end of my life, when I shed this body and am able to do a “life review”, shouldn’t that be sufficient knowledge/learning?

    I have often had this nagging feeling that we are trapped here. This is indeed a prison planet. Who are our captors? The New World Order? The reptilians? The annunaki? Are they all the same or at least very closely related? Why is there so much suppression of knowledge, spread of misinformation, and outright ignorance? I took an anthropology class in college and was very disillusioned with academia. My teacher talked about all of the fossils of hominids, sudden appearances of technology/civilization/agriculture, and then just started talking about us humans now. There was obviously a major jump between hominids and humans. None of our current interpretations really answer the question, unless you are willing to consider that we were (re)engineered. That we existed before (perhaps as hominids..whatever you want to call that when they show the line up of evolution), an extraterrestrial race tampered with our DNA, and here we are. My biology professors have tried to convince me of “junk DNA”- DNA that supposedly does not code for anything. If nature has taught me anything, it’s efficiency. I do not believe that we would carry anything that serves no purpose. I believe it is within this “junk DNA” that shows just how closely interconnected we are with intergalactic species.

    This raises another question. Why create us? Considering that the system is as you said, one that survives off of the sacrifice of others, then it makes sense that we are a resource. A resource of labor, of “loosh”. Something to be harvested. I believe that the gnostics were talking about these extraterrestrial races, “the gods”, when they talked about the demiurge.

    The best thing that I’ve read in your articles is hope. As limitless/infinite beings of love and co-creators, we have the ability to manifest change. Many people like to talk about manifesting reality through thought (which I particularly enjoyed your article about that by the way). I do believe that thought is the cause and manifest “reality” is the effect. However, I think we also have to be sure that our actions align with our thoughts. That we do everything we can to remember that we are love. To show we are love. Just to be love. Thought + action.

    Again, thank you for your insight.



  22. Jay Spark said,

    December 4, 2015 at 7:43 pm

    What an interesting conversation!

    Loosh. Rare to find people discussing this energy. As a seeker, I have spent a great deal of time reflecting, and observing, trying to comprehend this hidden part of life since I first encountered it as a young man.

    I, too, had a strong reaction and disgust when I realized that our universe is predatory. To exist, a lion must kill, horribly and violently, to feed its cubs – even though that seems evil to the zebra. How do we resolve this contradiction?

    Finding a true Master. A real Master is someone who knows this old cosmic game, and has figured out how to navigate these waters. But a true Master is hard to find, and Masters hardly mention loosh directly, because I think on some level it is forbidden. They do hint a heck of a lot about it, though. See Dario Salas Sommer’s (pen name John Baines) The Stellar Man, for an interesting cosmic description of this loosh system and what part we play in it. Most don’t know that Gurjieff’s work sometimes called the “way of the sly man”, was about working to become someone who had learned to slip through the cracks of this system.

    As a race, we humans are a bit narcissistic, vainly believing that the next step up above us is the Creator of the Universe. Most of our sacred texts only give us the slightest hint that there are other levels of being higher than us, yet not at the “top”. Perhaps, even though we have within us the divine spark of the creator, there is a lot of mischief that can happen with our older brothers, who we might mistakenly call “God”. I guess if we planted a garden, our tomatoes, if they had a tiny bit more consciousness, would mistakenly think of us as God, and pray to us about helping them.

    So here is my take as a seeker. We are outraged when we learn that we are on some menu, but like the lion and the zebra, it is all supposed to be this way. Our loosh has to be used – its a tax of existence on his plane that even the devourers must pay. The big difference from the animals is that as human beings, maybe we have a choice to upgrade the frequency of the loosh we produce (from lower to higher), and thereby alter the details of the transaction. So the most important thing is to use this revelation as motivation to evolve a higher level of being, like the Masters of all ages who have given us their example.


    • brontebaxter said,

      February 25, 2016 at 4:01 am

      Jay, you’re close, but you’ve swallowed the Kool-Aid. The so-called “masters” don’t talk about loosh because they’re part of the system. The job of gurus is to recruit disciples to give their power away to the gods and the masters — in other words, their job is to procure “dinner.” The abject surrender disciples give their spiritual lords must be the most total loosh transfer in the universe.

      No, it is not “all supposed to be this way.” Subjects get taxed by their overlords only when they submit themselves to the tax. Free beings don’t do that. They find their power within themselves without the need either to tax or be taxed. This is what we must evolve to if life is to be lived without loss, death, and suffering–if we are to live and actualize the original, joyous, divine intention.


      • me said,

        February 25, 2016 at 4:18 am

        Hi, I wrote a comment in here in 2010, and i’m always happy when I receive a new email that somebody posted a new comment, always in mind comes the thought “somebody else started reading” I wanted to ask if you are active on any website or a different blog? I would like to keep up with your work!

        Thank you!

      • brontebaxter said,

        March 5, 2016 at 11:50 am

        Not blogging at present. Thanks for asking. When i have more insights to share, I will do so.


  23. INFINITY said,

    July 30, 2021 at 4:09 am

    Mind-blowing. Deep respect and gratitude for this particular chapter…

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